[first published in the monthly congregational Notes, for January, 2019.]
There is something about the end of a calendar year that causes us to look back in review just as there is something about the prospect of a new year opening up before us that prompts us to look ahead with hope and new expectations. And it does not seem to matter how many times we have done this; each new year presents the same double sense of imperative. We may look back in order to see how far we have come, or where we have failed or where there is room for improvement. We look ahead firmly resolved not to make the same mistakes again. We may be surprised at what has been achieved when at the time so little seemed to be happening. Or we may look back with a heavy sense of sameness that (once again for the umpteenth year?) there seems to have been little of any value to our existence. We ask ourselves, “What have I really contributed to anyone?” More than likely, our individual retrospects will be a blend of more or less of each of these aspects. Whatever the case we must be careful to ensure that we do not allow our looking back to dampen our expectations for the future. While we are alive, we are not bound to be captive to the past: “Where there is life there is hope” the saying goes, and it expresses a general as well as Christian truth.
Christian grace, like a coin, has two sides. The grace that ties us to Christ comes with the grace that initiates a new and growing spiritual life. There is, as Jesus says, a new birth (“You must be born again,” John 3:3) which is designed to grow as it draws its food from the “milk” and then the “meat” of the Word. (1 Pet. 2:2 & Heb 5:14). But after the first flush of Christian joy, the world makes it very clear to us that the only growth it willingly tolerates in us (if we may change the metaphor to that of the tree in Psalm 1) is that which creates “Bonsai Christians”. You have seen Bonsai plants—they are alive and growing but all new fresh growth is carefully nipped out, branches are bent into decorative rather than fruit-bearing shapes and roots are restricted and pruned severely. Such plants can be quite “mature” but function only as ornaments.
No Christian in their right mind wants to be a Bonsai! We see how much the love of Christ has given us and we genuinely want to live for Him in response! That is how it should be. Yet I suspect that every one of us can find areas of our faith where we have let “the world the flesh and the devil” prune and trim it to the point where it is little more than ornamental. If there is any fruit it is mostly decorative and tolerated by the world for “art’s” sake. If that is our retrospect for 2018, it can be a depressing one, but it need not stay so in 2019. We simply need to be re-potted and re-pruned!
The Christian life is to have deep roots (Mark 4:6,17 & Ps 1:3) and wide branches. It is not pruned for form but for fruit (Jn 15:2 & Luke 13:8) and its beauty is in showing the re-shaping power of Christlikeness in every believer.
Sometimes it might seem that He has to cut away so much that there is nothing left! We panic!—we have heard of well-meaning gardeners who killed a plant by pruning it too much!! But Christ does not prune to kill but to kindle new growth, growth that will flourish and be totally re-shaped according to His design. But our life looks so bare! Perhaps for now, but we must remember that “Christ has not finished with us yet”. It has not yet been revealed to us what we shall be (1 Jn 3:2) but He has all that in mind and is pruning for eternity. Let Him prune your life in 2019. As a start, we would do well to read and pray in the qualities we find set forth in Col 3:1-4:6 and Titus 2:1-14.